a note from JonMark....
My life as of now!
I am on a flight to Denver Colorado with my bro and bryan reflecting on my life while they watch 300. I am listening to country music and thinking about my life. How being home the last couple months I have grown and matured and working on being a better person and searching for God. In the last 23 yrs of my life I guess I have tried to do things on my own. At times I thought I was trusting him completely but I wasn't. I didnt understand how. I still thought I didn't need any help. Once I got to high school everything came easy to me. I was popular and started all four years in baseball and three in basketball. I didn't need any help I thought. I went on to get drafted by the braves. I have had some success but also a lot of injuries. Looking back I guess I was like why do I need God when he allows such bad things to happen me. It hasn't been till the last couple of months I started to trust him and have seen how he allowed those things to happen to me to make me a better person. It also wasn't till recently I accepted the fact I needed help and couldn't do anything with out him in my life. I am still not where I think I need to be, but it is a big step for me to say hey lord I am ready for your help. I need you in my life. I can't do it alone anymore.